Words seem so futile when a loved one is lost.
And our little Furry Babies are so dear to us. I hope you find some peace, and perhaps a new love, soon. Take care of yourself, eat properly, rest when you can, visit your friends. We both hope your pain is forgotten soon, and only your happy memories remain.
I am certain, somewhere, your little Goofball is bouncing around with our dear, departed Hades. Eating all the raisins they can fit into their little cheeks, throwing alfalfa and timothy hay at each other, napping across each other's backs in the sun that is no longer a threat.