You shouldn't feel bad. You did do everything for him. As for grieving, we are grieving also, in July we had our mini pom die

, we didn't even know she was sick, then at Christmas our other pom got really sick and wasn't expected to live, he is fine now but as I posted earlier we lost our American eskie so we are every upset at losing our dogs

. And like I said we didn't know how sick they were

. So we are hopping for a better rest of the yea ::nod::r. The pain does go away after some time

. I hope you will feel better, remember there is always someone else with a bigger problem then you

.
Take care,